Beautiful Shame…For so long they were just “my grocery store boys.” I knew who they were, but figuring out a name was hard. It wasn’t until the book was almost finished that everything fell into place. Humiliation play can have such a negative connotation. I wanted a name that showed it didn’t have to be mean or frustrating to read.
Everyone likes different things, especially in reading, but in many humiliation play books, it doesn’t feel like both characters are actually into it. The “play” part is left out. One character is dragged into the experience and eventually gets turned on by it, but they never acknowledge it right away. In my head, I saw characters who were confused and hesitant but not hiding from themselves.
Nick came to me first, but Kyle had a very strong presence in my mind from the beginning. I can’t wait to show you my sweet guys. The book starts out hot and just keeps going like that. They didn’t want to hold anything back, and I gave up trying to keep them in line.
The book released this morning and I can’t wait to show you. If you didn’t get a chance to read the first chapter when I first wrote it, check it out.
Nick knew what he wanted, he just thought it was crazy and a little messed up—Okay, a lot messed up.
Everyone knew bullying was wrong. Some deep part of Nick just hadn’t gotten the message. Each time Kyle approached him in school and called him a name or made him feel short and weak it should have made Nick feel terrible. It didn’t. It made his knees shake and sent shameful butterflies racing around in his stomach.
Kyle knew what he wanted—Nick. No second-guessing. No hesitating.
Everyone knew bullying was wrong, but Nick was the only person in school Kyle ever wanted to torment. Something about the way the sexy guy reacted made Kyle desperate. Desperate to touch him…to torment him…to take him…